mumbling

When i cooked instant noodle, i use to do it in 'human' way
I mean, boil the instant noodle in the pan, using the stove
This noon, i just felt super lazy and just pour the noodle by the hot water
Just the same way as you cook PopMie
(i know this way from hunny, this is the only way he cooks the instant noodle)
And...i got stomachache now, almost diarrhea
Never ever i do it that way anymore


--i should just wait for the sushi and fill up my belly with cruel crunch--

Time

Pada akhirnya, waktu yang akan berbicara..
Telat lagi telat lagi

This is my anger management

Hey, you! Yes, you! GO TO HELL!!!!!!

Not much different

I thought after that resignation day (does this word exist? hehehe), i will be able to attend all the wedding, won't miss any birthday party, or family gathering. But the fact is, not much different. I still miss some of best friends or old friends wedding and some family gathering. It might be because i don't live in where most of my friends living. But i also think, it's just because of me. I just too lazy to move my as* buying a train or flight ticket going back to Jakarta or somewhere else; and then using ticket prices, busy days and too many paper and homeworks as excuse (it's correct, actually, i do have that many).
Friendship, however, needs maintenance. It won't work if you just let it go. One thing that i most of the time just missed it :(
Well, i'm sorry i miss your big day, friends. I don't mean to. It is really because of the situation. If i were in that city, i will come, i promise. However, i feel happy for you too.

Ps: Hopefully i don't forget to pick up the phone for saying congrats and sorry
Ps2: Hunny, this doesn't mean i will go to represent you :)

Coming soon

Next in my list: P.A.C.I.T.A.N
I've planned to go there this weekend, but unfortunately need to be postponed due to tight schedule. Really want to see the cave and beach over there.
However, it can wait, for now, i'm quite happy with Harry Potter plan (long queue gonna be ;p)

I have a dream

I have a dream
Actually some dreams
And i will make them come true
For sure
Insya Allah *



*: Please help me God

Yang terlewatkan

Ke mana kau slama ini
bidadari yang kunanti
kenapa baru sekarang
kita dipertemukan

Sesal takkan ada arti
karna semua tlah terjadi
kini kau tlah menjalani
sisa hidup dengannya

Mungkin salahku melewatkanmu
tak mencarimu
sepenuh hati
maafkan aku
Kesalahanku
melewatkanmu
hingga kau kini
dengan yang lain
maafkan aku

Jika berulang kembali
kau tak akan terlewati
segenap hati kucari
dimana kau berada

Walau ku terlambat
kau tetap yang terhebat
melihatmu mendengarmu
kaulah yang terhebat

saturation

Everythings in my mind start to explode
Just beware!

update

It has been long time since my last post. Nothing so excited bout my life lately, just live on the routine. I'll move to real house soon, even though still can't complete the family puzzle, but that's allright.

mati gaya

aku mati gaya
ketika kau di depan sana

-- a lil modification from Mati Rasa - Dewi Sandra --
-- bosen berat, mu ngerjain tugas gak punya ide --

damn me, damn you

Seberapa pantaskah kau untuk ku tunggu,
Cukup indahkah dirimu untuk selalu ku nantikan
Mampukan kau hadir dalam setiap mimpi burukku
Mampukah kita bertahan di saat kita jauh..

Seberapa hebat kau 'tuk ku banggakan,
Cukup tangguhkah dirimu untuk selalu ku andalkan, ohhh...
Mampukan kau bertahan dengan hidupku yang malang, ohh..
Sanggupkah kau menyakinkan di saat aku bimbang..

Celakanya...
Hanya kaulah yang benar-benar aku tunggu,
Hanya kaulah yang benar-benar memahamiku,
Kau pergi dan hilang ke mana pun kau suka

Celakanya...
Hanya kaulah yang pantas untuk kubanggakan,
Hanya kaulah yang sanggup untuk aku andalkan,
Di antara pedih aku slalu menantimu..


--saya dan kamu, memang begitulah adanya--

lullaby

Dahak menutupi dadaku
Linu menutupi ototku
Jerawat menutupi mukaku
Keresahan menutupi hatiku
Galau menutupi pikiranku
Rasa kantuk menutupi mataku
Lets go to bed!

mimpi

Want Ajie and Icha so much, but i don't know how to manage. God knows better :)
Ps: wish time can do hop

kumat

Manusia dan berbagai macam kompleksitasnya
Menyebalkan!

--kala autis saya kumat--

kangen

Kangen hahahihi sama mafia Indonesiaku di Balikpapan
Kangen sama biro EO dan Hura-hura
Kangen sama geng PasQ
Kangen sama Kramotak
Kangen sama neng bejo
Kangen sama semua temen-temen

*tiba-tiba kangen hangout-hangout gak penting*

two thousands and ten

It's been long time since my last post, but anyway, 2009 has been passed so let say WELCOME to 2010.
I, thank You God, have achieved some of the resolution for 2009 and now starting new life in 2010. Excited, excited, because this is a brand new experience. Being a wife, back to the college with totally different subject and system, new city, new house, etc etc.
I don't have anything specific for 2010, not yet, but generally wish my self a better life, being better person, success in every aspect of my life, and happier. Mmm, there're actually some specific things, to live in same city with hunny and graduate as soon as possible :)
But, most of all, may God always bless my way and my beloved.